crappy luck? bad karma?

Things started slowly in a downward motion. Got in a tiff with a coworker over something stupid. Got pulled over for speeding around the corner from my childhood home. Got my blackberry stolen. Lost my digital camera on the golf course. Got in an accident in a cab.

Spread over a month I'd probably not notice the string, but all in a few days makes a person think. I have done community service recently, so it can't be karma -- but just in case it is I did sign up to do more in upcoming weeks.

Having just come back from a vacation in Vermont, the antithesis of where I currently live, I can't help but wonder if my whole... self .. is just off-kilter right now. I've moved somewhere new, and maybe it was the wrong choice. Maybe this is just God's way of telling me that I'm in the wrong place, doing the wrong thing right now.

Dreaming, or was I?

I keep having this dream. Where I wake up -- I feel awake -- and I see someone standing over me, or in my bedroom. I can't really make out who the person is, they seem masculine, and I feel incredibly scared and try to scream, but as much as I open my mouth and strain my throat... I can't scream.

Dream moods feels the following about the dream:

To see an intruder in your dream, represents your feelings of guilt. Consider also what unfamiliar feelings or thoughts may be breaking into your peace of mind.

If you try to scream, but no sound comes out, then is suggests that you need to immediately confront some situation. Perhaps you are unable to pinpoint your fears or feelings.

The following night that I had this dream recently my brother cut through my room in our vacation condo to use the bathroom. I was awake, but confused about whether or not it was the dream again or not. He's just lucky I didn't have my golf clubs in the room! Feelings or not, I find it hard to shake the feeling the next day that it wasn't really and to believe that there wasn't a person in my room.